Dear beloved Grace,
Lots of things have happen since I last wrote in 2015. This is year 2024 now.
We have 3 kids and a dog. DAD passed away in Oct 2023,20th. Its been 9 years since the surgery to implant a defibilrator for my heart. Its been inside me, everyday working to monitor my heartbeat and sends a reading through my home monitor system to the National Heart Centre.
Baby No.3, "I" was born to us June,2017. My gift from God to assure me that He has given me a good heart now. Life goes on. He is my salvation. Baby I 's name means
Salvation of the Lord. He came out early at 35 weeks and the Paeditrician on standby announced his lungs were well as he screamed out pretty loud! so small but so loud. He was 2.2kg. my tiny kitten. We will hold him n love him all of our days. Till now he is motivated and a determine fighter. He loves hugs like me and will generously give to koko and jie jie a portion of his food. But he will not just back down when koko fights with him. He gives such a punch and he has his loving koko to play with him and fight with him. I pray you will love each other forever. Fight or argue, but always mend your hearts and connect again. Be strong together, pour out your heart together, support each other. Do not forget to protect your sister. She is strong, but she will need your support and love. Help her by encouraging her. Use loving words and pray for one another.
Dad, you will be forever missed. Its been one year, and its still so unreal. We will never know why God brings you home so early and so suddenly. We missed you while we do our daily routine. Some of us will regret not spending more time with you. Some of us will regret not saying those words of love to you. But I guess you would have regretted the same too... I hope you will be in heaven, waiting for us and fearing God and living in His Joy and peace. I know i will see you again in your best form.
Someone said, we always view our parents as forever there. And you are in our hearts. Somedays I remember I wanna tell dad this and that, bring him go eat delicious food and discover new things or tell him about my job. He never really talks about his days, who his friends are,what they do. You are a private person. Maybe you had a alot of secrets. But thank you for listening to me. Thank you for showing me about loyalty and having no barriers to connect with people. I'm sure alot of people were blessed by your genuine heart. Maybe a part of you lives inside of me. I will eat your favourite durians for you. Watch mom do her gardening and accompany her for you. I will hope your friends and relatives come to know Christ with the seeds you sow. Maybe one day you will introduce us to our siblings who went to heaven before us. You are a general, fight the war and have return to be ackonowledge by the King. Maybe He wants you there to lead his army to pray for the ones left behind.
May you, Uncle Teh and Uncle Seow , continue to love God deeply and bask in God Almighty's presence.
