Monday, October 31, 2005

Things that happen to us...

Never once were they intended to be wasted. I was reminded today... that experiences make a person. The Astro Chinese International Pageant which was live on astro last friday...popped this question to five finalist. " In making a difficult decision, which would you base your final decisions on? Experience or Talent?" Many of the beauty queens made Experience their choice. I do agree with most of them. The answer doesn't weights more on either side but it bases on your reasoning i suppose. I think experience builds the character of the person. I believe much that who you are and how you make decisions are mostly made through the journeys we each go through. But of course you can argue with that. Your talents, meaning what you are good at.... doesn't always mean the situation actually needs it. So how do we conclude?

Tuesday, October 25, 2005

Amazing Love Anew

Amazing Love.....How can it Be....
Amazing Love....I know its True...
Its my Joy to Honour You..
Amazing Love.... How can it be
That you, my King would Die for me...

Holy Spirit rain down...
Rain Down.....

Let your Power fall, let Your Voice be heard
Come and change our hearts as we stand on your Words..
Holy Spirit rain down.....

Lord, be my strength... Let it be that my heart be Yours to rule
Let it be that the passion not die...but forever on flames for You.
Lord...let tiredness and unsubmissiveness be drown in Love Anew
For in You no amount of it shall prevail!

Tuesday, October 18, 2005

Visual Pattern Fluid Intelligence Test Results

This is suppose to be another test i took. how true is this online tests??? or are they just fakes?

Sir Francis Galton, the cousin of Charles Darwin, first popularized the notion of measurable intelligence in the late 1800s. Charles Spearman later discovered that all mental abilities tend to correlate together when statistically analyzed. He called this G. Modern researchers tend to agree that there are two kinds of intelligence, crystallized intelligence (learned knowledge) and fluid intelligence (abstract processing ability). Most non-verbal intelligence tests measure the latter. Some research suggests that fluid intelligence may correlate best to G.

Your overall percentile is 10% which means you scored higher than 10% of the people who have taken this test. The internet population tends to be more intelligent so your percentile might be higher if the test taking sample was perfectly random. Keep in mind, taking this test more than once will render your percentile score inaccurate because the percentile score assumes these questions were fresh to the test taker.

The point of this test is to challenge you and show you how you compare to other test takers on a set of novel questions. Consequently, I need to keep the answers secret to protect the integrity of the test.
Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||| 43%
Stability |||||||||||||||| 63%
Orderliness |||||||||| 36%
Accommodation |||||||||||| 43%
Interdependence |||||||||||||||| 63%
Intellectual |||||||||||| 50%
Mystical |||||||||||||| 56%
Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Religious |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Hedonism || 10%
Materialism |||||||||||| 43%
Narcissism |||||||||| 36%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||||| 63%
Work ethic |||||||||||| 43%
Self absorbed |||||||||||||| 56%
Conflict seeking || 10%
Need to dominate |||||| 23%
Romantic |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Avoidant |||||||||||| 50%
Anti-authority |||||||||||| 43%
Wealth |||||| 30%
Dependency |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Change averse |||||||||||||| 56%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||| 63%
Individuality |||||||||||| 50%
Sexuality |||||| 30%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||| 43%
Physical security |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Physical Fitness |||||||||||||||| 70%
Histrionic |||||||||||| 50%
Paranoia |||||||||| 36%
Vanity |||||||||||||| 56%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||| 56%
Female cliche |||||||||||||||| 70%
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Stability results were moderately high which suggests you are relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic.

Orderliness results were moderately low which suggests you are, at times, overly flexible, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense of reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment.

Extraversion results were moderately low which suggests you are reclusive, quiet, unassertive, and secretive.

trait snapshot:

messy, tough, disorganized, fearless, not rule conscious, likes the unknown, rarely worries, rash, attracted to the counter culture, rarely irritated, positive, resilient, abstract, not a perfectionist, risk taker, strange, weird, self reliant, leisurely, dangerous, anti-authority, trusting, optimistic, positive, thrill seeker, likes bizarre things, sarcastic

Well you can give this test a shot... and sometimes... it may be true what they define you to be... at least i can connect with some of the trait snapshots...

Thursday, October 13, 2005

Someone Who Believes in You!

I had a 'self-horrid' day to say the least. I shocked myself when at one point close to closing time, three customers came to open six accounts!My bad... i was not prepared for such overwhelming request. I took it all to myself and did not ask for help till i panicked and caused such an outburst of anger and frustration from within. Then it was feelings of embarassment and reluctantness to accept rebuke. I confess i was a fool!

A situation like this makes me think. I need to be able to handle it the nex time. The Lord has always brought me through different experiences to shape me and teach me. Sometimes the experiences repeats itself because i had not learn. I drove home, and thoughts begin to make some sense. I wonder to myself, will anyone hide herself into a world of fairies to forget the mundane life of reality itself? Only 'nuts' do that? I think i may not be the only one. We go into our own 'dream worlds' when nobody in reality really understands us. We need someone to understand us, much more someone to believe in us.

I review that i was always my best when Someone believed in me. I could try and try harder to achieve it because that someone has given me hope. Hope to believe that i could do it, not alone but with the faith that that someone has placed in me. We call that Someone a Friend, Buddy and Pal. We get on with our lives because we know that that Someone is with us going through sometimes the same thing. We go by thinking of that Someone, because we in turn want to give back hope and faith to him. Then sometimes, that Someone will also dream with you, and be the first to show you how to achieve it. He plans with you, gives you advice and says the very least..."You can do it!"

REaching the stars becomes less unbearable and life becomes more colourful than the rainbow after a rainy sunny day. We take each others hearts and tell it to the stars...that we shouldn't be afraid of the dark....but because the new day will soon come. We give each other hope. and Best yet... God gives us hope. Hold His hand and sometimes...He puts another hand into yours...thats when its your turn to "Believe in that someone, just like Someone had believed in you."

Monday, October 03, 2005

BOulalala.....haven been caught dead ever!

Gosh!...guess what happen to me? I got the most cheap offer i couldnt resist while shopping for a fren's birthday present...70% for all clothes ranging from RM79.90 to RM33. so have you taken your calculator out yet? Shopping freaks... its an excellent offer rite? Omigosh.... i almost made myself a "dodo" in front of the sales promoter, i kept asking her if the prizes were already discounted... and she told me YES! YES! YES!...three times!.... and i apologized for i never ever stumbled upon such a good offer as this....besides, i fit in most of the clothes i tried on, and thus far couldnt but bought all 8pieces! but to think it as a blessing or temptation? I prayed for a good offer and price for a girlfrens' pressie and i got more than it! Smack in the face! offers good and decisions made. I couldnt draw a line between a wise choice or a careless fall to temptation but all i know is... i gotta spend wisely from now on.... "sucks my thumb..." and mind u it wasn't a bad word i'm saying here.... i'm really sucking my poor thumb... i injured my poor accident prone thumb again... and it was all because of a stapler...tried to pull d stapler out of the paper and hurt my nail... so its got internal bleedding quite a bit...a black spot in the middle... and my thumb is sore again...

But a sore thumb reminds me of God's presence when i hurt my thumb back in May by the car door... i miss Him lots! It was one of the most 'strainess pain enduring period of my time'. Man... it was all God's timing and training...i mean it... i never regretted one bit of the dumb incident of me putting my thumb where the door slams... it is impossible to forget...because many things followed after that and i miss all that. What is it?... My dear frens... i got closed to many but it was always soon for goodbyes...but i hope we never loose touch and so be it with our passion for Christ! ( know who you are) and of course there;s my ever caring housemates... that i absolutely miss very much too... miss all the fun at 'our' home.. and really thank you all for the care you gave me...I miss ya all!

Okok dears... i gotta go packing into bed... its unwise to sleept late and all the unwanted gems starts to pop up...hehe until then....A nites rest is a nites dream...will share with you about last sundays' message of "I have a dream!"