Today, I went to help paint some chairs at church. Well...u could have think what is a graduate doing painting chairs like an odd-job worker...well trust me i thought of that! haha.... odd jobs? why not! well at least at the end of the day... u have tried a few jobs and then u'll know what u really am interested to do eventually...hmm...maybe thats not exactly true......
Putting thoughts to work...i was reading a magazine about missionaries from Malaysia in countries in Nepal, Cambodia and Mongolia. its kinda encouraging to hear their thoughts and experiences. i find that these people are called by God to reach out to people beyond their world...sometimes its difficult but they just obey and follow. i'm thinking, when is my turn? hah!
I believe God puts us to training. He puts us in difficult, painful, and lonely situatons. why? why the training? Is God unfair? Is God playing with us? Like when He dislikes us He puts us in these situations to laugh at us when we cry? Oh...common...what are u thinking? Is God like that? or are we just narrowing our ideas and perceptions of God?
He trains me, so that i dont cry when i see uglier situations...He wants me to be ready... and who knows what may come. He doesnt actually leaves me alone to solve the problems, He guides me and tells me where i go wrong. He sometimes lets me do what i want eventhough i may not be right, just so that i learn i am not always right. He gives me bosses and authority over me, so that i can learn to listen, to respect, learn by imitating sometimes, learn by doing...and etc. Most importantly, learn to ask God for help...which is Depending on Him.=)
I thought of what i wanted to do... paint my room, get rid of all the unnecessary rubbish in my room, start making things using recycling material, make space for space...make myself expose to all things arty and not stop thinking what i am interested in. Do i really need a job just for the sake of getting an income ? even though i dont like it? or would i rather spend my time doing something that i like and enjoy eventhough i may or may not get a salary? i like option 2, but do i have te choice? hmmm...putting my thoughts to work may seem dreammy....but i was challenge to dream and to tell people my dream so that it'll come through. I hve yet to master that. Telling people what i want to do is hard. I have a problem doing that. Its a problem of whther they will understand me,its a problem of believing in your dreams and telling people that u do with enthusiasm. I wish i could learn to do something artistic with a good master. how artistic am i? i'm not too much...but i want to be.
Dreams aside....i managed to have an evening walk with my mom at Bukit Dumbar this evening. walk walk walk... talk talk talk... out of a sudden, i suggested to sit at a swing which was usually occupied by someone at any other time. but that time it wasn't! What good news....so we went and was about to sit down when mom saw a Wallet....Her eyes got the cuckoo bird look, a little shock and didnt know what to do.we didnt know whose it was. so we sat there...and i was just looking...for the man who left his wallet. Later a man arrived and claimed his belonging, offering to spend us for the safe kept of his wallet, but of course we decline. Later, Mom was saying, 'We shouldnt have decided to sit on the swing~!' Dear mommy...it must have been the Holy Spirit initiating us to sit there today so that this man can have his wallet back! i mean...if it weren't us,it could have been someone else who might ripped off the man's money~. so Praise the LORD! He saved the day =)
P/s : Tomorrow is my mom's birthday...planning to get her a cake =)
Monday, July 25, 2005
Wednesday, July 20, 2005
On the Field No More~!
Guys, how have u been?
Made any new amendments to your lifetime goals? Have u pondered why u are doing what u are doing?
These questions came into my mind these few days.
Last week as some of u might know...i started training with a very talented bunch of people in a budding marketing firm. It was a challege rite from the beginning. Remember i told u i went for a 'field evaluation'? well...what i didnt expect is to expect that into my common work description for a couple of months! and not days! Yes.. it includes working long full hours of what turned out to be from 11am to 11pm. I tried it out for a week and i got a very bad response from my family and also myself. What are the feedbacks?
1. My work required me to go house-to-house sales, i got darker.
2. I have no basic salary and entirely based on commission. Although it is high but whats the use if u cant getanyone to sign?
3. I still do house to house in the nite till 930pm, which is dangerous.
4. My parents miss my face. They go to work at 8am and i sleep till 10am...get back when they wanto sleep at 11pm.
5. AM i willing to give up my current relationships with ppl to full-time working for a future yet unknown?
What i learned the last full week.
1. Trust in The Lord always... u can never trust anyone else with your life!
2. Making available time for the Lord is rewarding!.... so much more satisfying !
3. Being able to say 'No'to the things we think we understand and putting our dependance on God.
4. Openned my mind towards what ppl would do to get you out of the house.
5. Being a Christian first before anything else!
6. Getting to know some beautiful areas in Penang where beautiful needy ppl stay. When i say needy means, they need the Lord! I'm talking about places where some community are so nice and yet some are soo terrified and rude.
7. Getting a 'No' in front of your face is actually an opportunity for u to get a 'Yes' in the future.
8. Making connection with people. Especially with the people u work with and the people you meet for a moment.
9. Drawing knowledge from some ppl but grasping the wisdom from God to make wise decisions.
10. Expressing myself to the Father, by not stopping to pray.
11. Asking the Lord for strength when i couldnt anymore.
12. Relief when i made a decision based on the Word of God.
13. Recognizing i need a spiritual family and relationship more than wealth
14. Acknowledgingthe fact that i want to be a Kingdom Builder than a Wealth Maker!
and many more.......i'mstill learning....
and yes i finalyy decided to quit the training yesterday and spend the day gardening with my mom and gma. it was rewarding. then iwent to Bible Study with my mom.
The topic was HUMILITY!
Proverbs 22:4 - True Humilty and Fear of the Lord lead to riches , honor and long life.
So what ami worried about? i dont need money to be happy. i dont think wealth satisfies me~ i just want to do something i enjoy and pleases God.
1Tim 4:8
Physicial training is good, but training for godliness is much better, promising benefits in this life and in the life to come!
See what God says? 1 Tim 4:12 - Dont let anyone think less of you bcoz u are young. be an example to all beleievers in what you say, live ,love, fatih and purity.
I may give up an opportunity of pursuing wealth but i belief my rewards are better than money itself. coz Money is the root of evil. (1 Tim 6 :10) and Your trust should be in the Lord, who richly gives us all we need for our enjoyment! (1Tim 6: 17)
I rest my case... you can never fight the Bible, The Word of God.
I Put my hopein Him always.
Made any new amendments to your lifetime goals? Have u pondered why u are doing what u are doing?
These questions came into my mind these few days.
Last week as some of u might know...i started training with a very talented bunch of people in a budding marketing firm. It was a challege rite from the beginning. Remember i told u i went for a 'field evaluation'? well...what i didnt expect is to expect that into my common work description for a couple of months! and not days! Yes.. it includes working long full hours of what turned out to be from 11am to 11pm. I tried it out for a week and i got a very bad response from my family and also myself. What are the feedbacks?
1. My work required me to go house-to-house sales, i got darker.
2. I have no basic salary and entirely based on commission. Although it is high but whats the use if u cant getanyone to sign?
3. I still do house to house in the nite till 930pm, which is dangerous.
4. My parents miss my face. They go to work at 8am and i sleep till 10am...get back when they wanto sleep at 11pm.
5. AM i willing to give up my current relationships with ppl to full-time working for a future yet unknown?
What i learned the last full week.
1. Trust in The Lord always... u can never trust anyone else with your life!
2. Making available time for the Lord is rewarding!.... so much more satisfying !
3. Being able to say 'No'to the things we think we understand and putting our dependance on God.
4. Openned my mind towards what ppl would do to get you out of the house.
5. Being a Christian first before anything else!
6. Getting to know some beautiful areas in Penang where beautiful needy ppl stay. When i say needy means, they need the Lord! I'm talking about places where some community are so nice and yet some are soo terrified and rude.
7. Getting a 'No' in front of your face is actually an opportunity for u to get a 'Yes' in the future.
8. Making connection with people. Especially with the people u work with and the people you meet for a moment.
9. Drawing knowledge from some ppl but grasping the wisdom from God to make wise decisions.
10. Expressing myself to the Father, by not stopping to pray.
11. Asking the Lord for strength when i couldnt anymore.
12. Relief when i made a decision based on the Word of God.
13. Recognizing i need a spiritual family and relationship more than wealth
14. Acknowledgingthe fact that i want to be a Kingdom Builder than a Wealth Maker!
and many more.......i'mstill learning....
and yes i finalyy decided to quit the training yesterday and spend the day gardening with my mom and gma. it was rewarding. then iwent to Bible Study with my mom.
The topic was HUMILITY!
Proverbs 22:4 - True Humilty and Fear of the Lord lead to riches , honor and long life.
So what ami worried about? i dont need money to be happy. i dont think wealth satisfies me~ i just want to do something i enjoy and pleases God.
1Tim 4:8
Physicial training is good, but training for godliness is much better, promising benefits in this life and in the life to come!
See what God says? 1 Tim 4:12 - Dont let anyone think less of you bcoz u are young. be an example to all beleievers in what you say, live ,love, fatih and purity.
I may give up an opportunity of pursuing wealth but i belief my rewards are better than money itself. coz Money is the root of evil. (1 Tim 6 :10) and Your trust should be in the Lord, who richly gives us all we need for our enjoyment! (1Tim 6: 17)
I rest my case... you can never fight the Bible, The Word of God.
I Put my hopein Him always.
Monday, July 11, 2005
A day at a time�K
The previous week was tiring, challenging, surprising, mixed of emotions and to sum it all, its been Bizarre! I wish I had more time to reflect back my week. So here I am writing to tell you�K One day at a time�K
Sometimes when we rush through things�K with so little time to reflect back,it really saps your spirit out. This was what happened to me. I got through to 2nd interview that required house-to-house salesmanship thingi and it was by God��s grace I completed the ��field evaluation�� with quite high colors. All thanks to the Lord��s training in all those camps and mission trips I��ve been. I thankthe Lord that He was my personal trainerJ
Final interview was just relaxed and free. I got selected for 2weeks advance training before they will decide to fully employ me. For your info, it��s a marketing firm and after the final interview, I had been feeling soar and sad.Why? Well I still haven found out y.It was by God��s grace that I managed to be selected as the final few but my feelings were getting harsh on me. I needed to be comforted. i was sad and quiet.
A final answer to my prayer came when a fren invited my family over to his grandmother��s place in Pengkalan hulu, Perak. It was a blessing in disguise for all of us. I may not know exactly what others had been feeling that week but this little retreat really brought us out for a fun filled weekend. We had durians for lunch and dinner and free flow of rambutans and langsat. It was a fruit haven!!! My family and I and a close fren even drove over to Betong, Thailand for a makan-makan excursion! Haha�K it was great.
And today�Kwe tried to find the waterfall and saw the opening of Gendang Cave and we ended up by a stream in a rubber estate eating Durian again! I even got a chance to ride behind a mini jip all along the rubber plantations�Kstanding up! AWESOME!!!
Ok�K..so i had fun today�K but I still worry about tomorrow. I start my training at 9.30am. my other days starts at 12-9pm. Cool ? haha�K. Will let ya know if it is cool.
But one thing that kept me going was the Word of GOD. I managed to get myself together to ask the Lord for forgiveness and to ask Him to lead me in this new job. He gave me Galatians 6. Each verse spoke so much as if it was meant for me as I start work. And I m deeply blessed because God revealed this to me. All glory to GOD!
THE BEST LESSONS WE CAN EVER GET ARE FROM THE BIBLE. TO BE A SERVANT LEADER, A GOD-BASED PERFORMANCE EVALUATION IS WHAT I AM LOOKING FOR.
Sometimes when we rush through things�K with so little time to reflect back,it really saps your spirit out. This was what happened to me. I got through to 2nd interview that required house-to-house salesmanship thingi and it was by God��s grace I completed the ��field evaluation�� with quite high colors. All thanks to the Lord��s training in all those camps and mission trips I��ve been. I thankthe Lord that He was my personal trainerJ
Final interview was just relaxed and free. I got selected for 2weeks advance training before they will decide to fully employ me. For your info, it��s a marketing firm and after the final interview, I had been feeling soar and sad.Why? Well I still haven found out y.It was by God��s grace that I managed to be selected as the final few but my feelings were getting harsh on me. I needed to be comforted. i was sad and quiet.
A final answer to my prayer came when a fren invited my family over to his grandmother��s place in Pengkalan hulu, Perak. It was a blessing in disguise for all of us. I may not know exactly what others had been feeling that week but this little retreat really brought us out for a fun filled weekend. We had durians for lunch and dinner and free flow of rambutans and langsat. It was a fruit haven!!! My family and I and a close fren even drove over to Betong, Thailand for a makan-makan excursion! Haha�K it was great.
And today�Kwe tried to find the waterfall and saw the opening of Gendang Cave and we ended up by a stream in a rubber estate eating Durian again! I even got a chance to ride behind a mini jip all along the rubber plantations�Kstanding up! AWESOME!!!
Ok�K..so i had fun today�K but I still worry about tomorrow. I start my training at 9.30am. my other days starts at 12-9pm. Cool ? haha�K. Will let ya know if it is cool.
But one thing that kept me going was the Word of GOD. I managed to get myself together to ask the Lord for forgiveness and to ask Him to lead me in this new job. He gave me Galatians 6. Each verse spoke so much as if it was meant for me as I start work. And I m deeply blessed because God revealed this to me. All glory to GOD!
THE BEST LESSONS WE CAN EVER GET ARE FROM THE BIBLE. TO BE A SERVANT LEADER, A GOD-BASED PERFORMANCE EVALUATION IS WHAT I AM LOOKING FOR.
Saturday, July 02, 2005
Step by step - - - *
Today...suddenly everyone else is out of the house. My cousin and aunty left after staying for one nite. My sick uncle's fren left this morning back to KL. My dad leaves to Thailand for a snorkeling trip and my Ah Sok leaves tomorrow for Cameron. WOW its like suddenly everyone is here and then everyone is gone for the weekend.....
How is my day like? Well today it was better....a blessing from God that it was a peaceful day. To Worship God is a choice. Last week the church went through the Purpose of Life, phase 2- WORSHIP. this week we were suppose to have FELLOWSHIP. i told myself that if i needed to go out and be a LIFE testimony and be an active Christian, i must be a part of a body of Christ. So i went for Cell Group.
A little afraid, a little curious who will be there. but i kinda know the CG Leader so i just went. i pray that i can fit in. The group was mostly young adults with children and babies. Oh well..... it was ok.... got cute babies to look at... and young ppl to hear thier experiences. i pray Lord.....i hope i still get along in the group....and it went on fine in the end...GIVE THANKS to JESUS.....i just love the prayer moment...although it was very quiet...i knew it was a good time. To pray for all the mothers and to know that mothers too have struggles and lack of faith.
I send in my resume for a Graduate trainee position today. I chose Tues 5th July for interview...i hope it'll be an eye openner and the LORD to be with me coz i dunno where it is yet. Thank You Lord in Advance!
So why step by step>?
Step by step because He leads me step by step. Nobody is a better teacher than He is.
First it was the Anger Management Class, Now the Trust Him course and this i believe will take a long time to master.
I trust that Love of the Father is made perfect in Us when we choose to love the people that hurt us and make them our friends than our enemies.
So how about you? ready to take the STEP BY STEP course? Its just right at your door. If you answer it, you must remember it aint' an easy course but you can be sure a Hand will guide you always.
A trainee for Christ first!
How is my day like? Well today it was better....a blessing from God that it was a peaceful day. To Worship God is a choice. Last week the church went through the Purpose of Life, phase 2- WORSHIP. this week we were suppose to have FELLOWSHIP. i told myself that if i needed to go out and be a LIFE testimony and be an active Christian, i must be a part of a body of Christ. So i went for Cell Group.
A little afraid, a little curious who will be there. but i kinda know the CG Leader so i just went. i pray that i can fit in. The group was mostly young adults with children and babies. Oh well..... it was ok.... got cute babies to look at... and young ppl to hear thier experiences. i pray Lord.....i hope i still get along in the group....and it went on fine in the end...GIVE THANKS to JESUS.....i just love the prayer moment...although it was very quiet...i knew it was a good time. To pray for all the mothers and to know that mothers too have struggles and lack of faith.
I send in my resume for a Graduate trainee position today. I chose Tues 5th July for interview...i hope it'll be an eye openner and the LORD to be with me coz i dunno where it is yet. Thank You Lord in Advance!
So why step by step>?
Step by step because He leads me step by step. Nobody is a better teacher than He is.
First it was the Anger Management Class, Now the Trust Him course and this i believe will take a long time to master.
I trust that Love of the Father is made perfect in Us when we choose to love the people that hurt us and make them our friends than our enemies.
So how about you? ready to take the STEP BY STEP course? Its just right at your door. If you answer it, you must remember it aint' an easy course but you can be sure a Hand will guide you always.
A trainee for Christ first!
Thursday, June 30, 2005
God that never changes.....
Over the past week, have been feeling sad and lonely and missing alot of people. Given the time to spend at home was actually a bonus God reminded me of. A time to reflect of the years God has put me through and not forgetting the friends and fellowship i had. I thank God that when i was at the edge of breaking down, it was always God comforting me.Sometimes it was a friend that came by, sometimes it was just a simple sms that helped me get up and stop crying. Most of the time, God has been faithful and i can never find anyone so Faithful than He is. HE is faithful that His love is never changing and He is faithful that when He says He will take care of you, you get the best He provides.
It occur to me that I had been missing a couple of Friends i made that came from all over the world. And perhaps because of whats happening at home, it made me want a fellowship of friends that i could actually share and pray with. But for now,they are all back to the US and I am alone. So it was something i had to deal with. And most amazingly, through His word and Holy Spirit, God reminded me that I have a friend in Jesus. He never changes and He never changes His address. He is there and here and everywhere and i didnt have to feel alone because the days ahead i will have Him by my side. And that is really what i needed.Someone who will be there all the time for me! Someone whom i can count on and call whenever i want. Itsn't it cool?Haha.....that the knowledge of this just lifted my spirit which was so down and moody. All the dark clouds seem to part and move away and i begin to have peace and simply just to trust Him.
One more thing He reminded me was, although you (my friends) are far away, we are connected because We believe in the Same Living GOD!.... Amen!
Today....two nice ladies came from the Hospice to visit my uncle.I was surprise to see how joyful and encouraging these two were. They told my uncle that he needed to believe that he is a living man not a dying man. That took my attention. I also believed that since we are alive,we should live as LIVING PPL and not dreadfully go through life like Dead PPL. I really thank the ladies for their joyful heart to serve in this ministry to help the cancer stricken patients to live life with quality and to face the facts and still want to live and not die because of anxiety. Which in reality, anxiety is an emotional illness that kills many more people slowly and dreadfully than you ever know~ this is not self theory but a fact that doctors can tell you. Remember that Laughter is the Best Medicine? People who enjoy living and put aside their sickness actually live fuller quality lives than people who worry and worry about their disease and get sicker and sicker because of that. So the choice is yours. Everyone is destined to die at birth. The grace of living to what age is given by God.
1 Sam 13:13-14
Why this verse? I dunno.But i was reading chapter 9- 13:14. I was thinking, to the moment God had appointed Saul as king, did He also already appointed David as king after Saul? Because later Saul did not keep God's command and God took his kingdom away and choose a boyname David who was "after His own heart". I gather in thought as God had already planned the lives of this two man. How fortunate they were to be choosen as kings. I gather, how fortunate i am to be choosen by God to be Grace Leong May Von, a child of God. Then the story goes on. It says that God took his kingdom away because Saul disobeyed God's command and gave it to David. I gather, there are serious consequences when we dont' obey the Lord, voice of the Holy Spirit. And if you dont do it, God will pick someone else. How would you feel if what is yours is taken from you? Not because it was stolen from you but because you did something to deserve that treatment? I would say AWFUL.
One challege from this story was, would i be like Saul who did not obey God or would i be David who was after God's own heart?
Thank You Jesus for watching over me. Thank Jesus for the peace you gave me throughout the day. Thank you Jesus for changing the bad in me to be better in You. Thank You Jesus for being with me. I pray this in Jesus Name.Amen.
It occur to me that I had been missing a couple of Friends i made that came from all over the world. And perhaps because of whats happening at home, it made me want a fellowship of friends that i could actually share and pray with. But for now,they are all back to the US and I am alone. So it was something i had to deal with. And most amazingly, through His word and Holy Spirit, God reminded me that I have a friend in Jesus. He never changes and He never changes His address. He is there and here and everywhere and i didnt have to feel alone because the days ahead i will have Him by my side. And that is really what i needed.Someone who will be there all the time for me! Someone whom i can count on and call whenever i want. Itsn't it cool?Haha.....that the knowledge of this just lifted my spirit which was so down and moody. All the dark clouds seem to part and move away and i begin to have peace and simply just to trust Him.
One more thing He reminded me was, although you (my friends) are far away, we are connected because We believe in the Same Living GOD!.... Amen!
Today....two nice ladies came from the Hospice to visit my uncle.I was surprise to see how joyful and encouraging these two were. They told my uncle that he needed to believe that he is a living man not a dying man. That took my attention. I also believed that since we are alive,we should live as LIVING PPL and not dreadfully go through life like Dead PPL. I really thank the ladies for their joyful heart to serve in this ministry to help the cancer stricken patients to live life with quality and to face the facts and still want to live and not die because of anxiety. Which in reality, anxiety is an emotional illness that kills many more people slowly and dreadfully than you ever know~ this is not self theory but a fact that doctors can tell you. Remember that Laughter is the Best Medicine? People who enjoy living and put aside their sickness actually live fuller quality lives than people who worry and worry about their disease and get sicker and sicker because of that. So the choice is yours. Everyone is destined to die at birth. The grace of living to what age is given by God.
1 Sam 13:13-14
Why this verse? I dunno.But i was reading chapter 9- 13:14. I was thinking, to the moment God had appointed Saul as king, did He also already appointed David as king after Saul? Because later Saul did not keep God's command and God took his kingdom away and choose a boyname David who was "after His own heart". I gather in thought as God had already planned the lives of this two man. How fortunate they were to be choosen as kings. I gather, how fortunate i am to be choosen by God to be Grace Leong May Von, a child of God. Then the story goes on. It says that God took his kingdom away because Saul disobeyed God's command and gave it to David. I gather, there are serious consequences when we dont' obey the Lord, voice of the Holy Spirit. And if you dont do it, God will pick someone else. How would you feel if what is yours is taken from you? Not because it was stolen from you but because you did something to deserve that treatment? I would say AWFUL.
One challege from this story was, would i be like Saul who did not obey God or would i be David who was after God's own heart?
Thank You Jesus for watching over me. Thank Jesus for the peace you gave me throughout the day. Thank you Jesus for changing the bad in me to be better in You. Thank You Jesus for being with me. I pray this in Jesus Name.Amen.
Tuesday, June 28, 2005
Holiday over???
I have this in mind even in Singapore....haiz....is this the end of my holidays? Will I just get down with a job and stay put with the working life? Well...I left Singapore not feeling all lost of hope but a little more confidence...I knew that God had a greater plan for me than I know of and my purpose of living for Him hasn't been completed as yet. So "What am I here for?"
That question draws attention from most banners in a couple of churches in Penang that have committed to 40 days of Purpose living. Yupps�Kit��s based on the Purpose Driven Life journal written by Rick Warren on how to live life purposefully for CHRIST! I personally had not been committed from the very start of the campaign as I was in Singapore, but I do want to be involved as much as I can till the end of the campaign. So I got myself registered and told myself to at least join a discussion group. So this Friday will be my first�Kwill see how things go, as there are a couple of things happening at home.
As some of you already know, I have an uncle who came over to live with us recently because he was diagnose with final stages of liver cancer. He intentions are to seek medical treatment and another reason is because he has no family of his own. We are trying to accommodate him as much as we can and I have been driving him around to hospitals to ask about his case. It��s been tiring and frustrating these two weeks as he is not an easy person to live with or to please. Coupled with the chronic disease, he enters into the denial stage and later most probably depression. How am I to handle this???
I know I have Christ with me. I know I will have to serve him as though I do it for God and not for man.
So it is this matter at home that has kept me halted at my plans and I don��t even know what to plan now~ I thank God for friends who care to listen and read my sms��s and was there to encourage me, and support me in prayer and words. Thank you Corn, Ming and Erin. God shows me that He hears my every prayer and doesn��t leave me alone to deal with it. However I think more is to come�K..please pray for my uncle and my family�KThank you :)
That question draws attention from most banners in a couple of churches in Penang that have committed to 40 days of Purpose living. Yupps�Kit��s based on the Purpose Driven Life journal written by Rick Warren on how to live life purposefully for CHRIST! I personally had not been committed from the very start of the campaign as I was in Singapore, but I do want to be involved as much as I can till the end of the campaign. So I got myself registered and told myself to at least join a discussion group. So this Friday will be my first�Kwill see how things go, as there are a couple of things happening at home.
As some of you already know, I have an uncle who came over to live with us recently because he was diagnose with final stages of liver cancer. He intentions are to seek medical treatment and another reason is because he has no family of his own. We are trying to accommodate him as much as we can and I have been driving him around to hospitals to ask about his case. It��s been tiring and frustrating these two weeks as he is not an easy person to live with or to please. Coupled with the chronic disease, he enters into the denial stage and later most probably depression. How am I to handle this???
I know I have Christ with me. I know I will have to serve him as though I do it for God and not for man.
So it is this matter at home that has kept me halted at my plans and I don��t even know what to plan now~ I thank God for friends who care to listen and read my sms��s and was there to encourage me, and support me in prayer and words. Thank you Corn, Ming and Erin. God shows me that He hears my every prayer and doesn��t leave me alone to deal with it. However I think more is to come�K..please pray for my uncle and my family�KThank you :)
Saturday, June 18, 2005
Alone now at Rach's...
Samuel and Florence Huber left this morning to Dallas Texas. I miss them. all of Sam's funny faces and noises, all of Florence's hugs and tickles and especially the Huber humour... (;-[)...(:-})
My french frens and i had such great fun in Singapore together with Rachel our Singaporean cute and crazy host that its hard to belief that it has all come to an end. :( i cant wait for the time i will be seeing them again or the people i have met for this two weeks.God has truly blessed me with a Humongus Present for my graduation! hahha.... a trip to Singapore...tripled my circle of frens. Made me pray in faith in Sabah. Met some Crazy Nutty Pastors and handpicked really good frens from all over the World! hahha... God the master plan, the designer of life.
Singapore...i went by Orchard Road, Sun Tec City- Biggest man-made waterfall, Esplanade, The Merlion waterfront, Macritchee Park, stayed in 186 Lornie Road- Eagles Nest, youth camp with 25 young Singaporeans,a trip to Sentosa Island, saw the pink dolphin, underwater world- the most special...Sea Angel, shopping at Chinatown and Night Safari!!! ahh.....i still have the Zoo, the rest of Sentosa, The whole of Orchard to walk and the orchid farm to visit. guess i'll have to catch them next time... ;"}
gosh im so sleepyy...stayed up till 5am we did to prepare some gifts.
goodday...
My french frens and i had such great fun in Singapore together with Rachel our Singaporean cute and crazy host that its hard to belief that it has all come to an end. :( i cant wait for the time i will be seeing them again or the people i have met for this two weeks.God has truly blessed me with a Humongus Present for my graduation! hahha.... a trip to Singapore...tripled my circle of frens. Made me pray in faith in Sabah. Met some Crazy Nutty Pastors and handpicked really good frens from all over the World! hahha... God the master plan, the designer of life.
Singapore...i went by Orchard Road, Sun Tec City- Biggest man-made waterfall, Esplanade, The Merlion waterfront, Macritchee Park, stayed in 186 Lornie Road- Eagles Nest, youth camp with 25 young Singaporeans,a trip to Sentosa Island, saw the pink dolphin, underwater world- the most special...Sea Angel, shopping at Chinatown and Night Safari!!! ahh.....i still have the Zoo, the rest of Sentosa, The whole of Orchard to walk and the orchid farm to visit. guess i'll have to catch them next time... ;"}
gosh im so sleepyy...stayed up till 5am we did to prepare some gifts.
goodday...
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
An AweSomE Work of GOD!!!
Hey guys, how have you been?
Thank you for dropping by to check out my new updates although i hadn't been updating for quite a long while. well a little peek-a-boo at what i'm doing right now k? hehe....
13May- a group of Crazy Internationals touch down on the Pearl of The Orient. Coming from France, Africa, India, Hawaii and America, they really made a great Mix! hahha... these bunch of ppl are CFNI's. Christ for the Nations full-blown pastors or to-be pastors and future misionaries and evangelists. In fact for some of them the missions had just begun here in Malaysia- Asia! God had been faithful in blessing this team with More than enough finances to come to M'sia and miracles of healing and visa 'get-through' for some and Indeed God had done a great purpose in this team. And I for one am so blessed to be their co-host, friend and mission trip partner. It was AWESOME! (",)
17-20May- The team made its way to Perak, Slim River for their 1st org.asli mission trip. they had such a good experience that you'd need to hear from their mouths~ haha...you can check out my brother;s blog at thomasleong.blogspot.com. he will be putting up almost every part of the trip in there soon...
And as for me? i went back to KL to shift my stuff from Sg.Long, Kajang to Subang Jaya. Nope i'm not staying there, just loaning a place to put my things...Thanks ABBY! owe u lots! thank you for all the trouble with the Land lady and will do my best to move my things immmediately.Anyway, after the shifting. i spent a great time with the Leow's who had been so hospitable and great family to be with. Note: Do not loose Hope for what God has promise you. Hold on and PUSH! Pray till Something Happens!
3-11june - WHat an Awesome Week! I went to Sabah together with the CFNI team and God did so much for the ppl in Pitas as did to us! Amazing how God works and u are just the vessel seeing Him work. I am already missing the whole bunch, Michel, Sam T, Amanda, Jeff, Sidney, Roque, and Thomas my dear brother who left this morning back to Dallas, Texas. I have the most incredible mission trip with them. It didnt matter that we had to sleep together and share a fan, or bath in a Zilion Star hotel at the Paddy Fields or Eat with bugs flying all around us or Pray together through Hot and Sweat and sing Songs we didnt know or the bumpy rides on dirt and Mosquito attacks, it was So Awesome i wish it was a longer month or even if i could just follow em back! [somebody says Amen Sister]~ hahhaha.... Also not forgeting Samuel nd Florence Huber from France who have been such a blessing. I am blessed by the team for the trip to Singapore for the week with Sam and Flo and here i am fully welcomed by Rachel Tay and family who also is a CFNI-an. Awesome! Really want to thank the team for paying for my trip. Thank you from the bottom of my heart.Also not forgetting Tim who had been such fun to be around with. We miss You at Sabah.=)
I have lots to write about you guys...but i prefer to email ya. So in the mean time. i'll be in Singapore till 19 June. Anybody who wnts to reach me can email me or drop by here. I think we are going to the Nite Safari Tonite...Yippee!!!
Take care and make the most of your weekend!
Love you guys.+
Thank you for dropping by to check out my new updates although i hadn't been updating for quite a long while. well a little peek-a-boo at what i'm doing right now k? hehe....
13May- a group of Crazy Internationals touch down on the Pearl of The Orient. Coming from France, Africa, India, Hawaii and America, they really made a great Mix! hahha... these bunch of ppl are CFNI's. Christ for the Nations full-blown pastors or to-be pastors and future misionaries and evangelists. In fact for some of them the missions had just begun here in Malaysia- Asia! God had been faithful in blessing this team with More than enough finances to come to M'sia and miracles of healing and visa 'get-through' for some and Indeed God had done a great purpose in this team. And I for one am so blessed to be their co-host, friend and mission trip partner. It was AWESOME! (",)
17-20May- The team made its way to Perak, Slim River for their 1st org.asli mission trip. they had such a good experience that you'd need to hear from their mouths~ haha...you can check out my brother;s blog at thomasleong.blogspot.com. he will be putting up almost every part of the trip in there soon...
And as for me? i went back to KL to shift my stuff from Sg.Long, Kajang to Subang Jaya. Nope i'm not staying there, just loaning a place to put my things...Thanks ABBY! owe u lots! thank you for all the trouble with the Land lady and will do my best to move my things immmediately.Anyway, after the shifting. i spent a great time with the Leow's who had been so hospitable and great family to be with. Note: Do not loose Hope for what God has promise you. Hold on and PUSH! Pray till Something Happens!
3-11june - WHat an Awesome Week! I went to Sabah together with the CFNI team and God did so much for the ppl in Pitas as did to us! Amazing how God works and u are just the vessel seeing Him work. I am already missing the whole bunch, Michel, Sam T, Amanda, Jeff, Sidney, Roque, and Thomas my dear brother who left this morning back to Dallas, Texas. I have the most incredible mission trip with them. It didnt matter that we had to sleep together and share a fan, or bath in a Zilion Star hotel at the Paddy Fields or Eat with bugs flying all around us or Pray together through Hot and Sweat and sing Songs we didnt know or the bumpy rides on dirt and Mosquito attacks, it was So Awesome i wish it was a longer month or even if i could just follow em back! [somebody says Amen Sister]~ hahhaha.... Also not forgeting Samuel nd Florence Huber from France who have been such a blessing. I am blessed by the team for the trip to Singapore for the week with Sam and Flo and here i am fully welcomed by Rachel Tay and family who also is a CFNI-an. Awesome! Really want to thank the team for paying for my trip. Thank you from the bottom of my heart.Also not forgetting Tim who had been such fun to be around with. We miss You at Sabah.=)
I have lots to write about you guys...but i prefer to email ya. So in the mean time. i'll be in Singapore till 19 June. Anybody who wnts to reach me can email me or drop by here. I think we are going to the Nite Safari Tonite...Yippee!!!
Take care and make the most of your weekend!
Love you guys.+
Monday, May 23, 2005
Life_ with a midnite impression...
The title does not tell you much. And i may have no other words to describe the situation i am in. A fren asks me for encouragement, i am ashamed that i am the one who needs some pinch of salt to make my life more lifely than it is now. i am unconsiously getting myself into a puddle of quick sand that keeps sinking and its hard for me to surface. Do we always decide to stay in the puddle and think that life's like that and that we can't change it? I know some belief their future, destiny and life is in their own hands, subtracting the existance of God.
Life... between the lines read the writtings of the Bible to find the secret ingredients to an eternal treasure. Life...live it as if tomorrow never comes? i know there are many things to learn but we never know when we'll ever see tomorrow. i'm alone in this thought and i understand a road is in front of me. do i decide to walk in it as the world would have everyone do so? or would i divert from there and choose to make a new path where no one has used before?
the Mind plays tricks and the soul is weak. Temptations tempts the heart, waywardly it shall follow. When it realizes, all is but 'vain and grasping for wind'? the Bible warns us. To start anew one must trust in the FAther. not doubting nor questioning His awesome power. but there is a difference between refusing to listen and obeying with a sound mind and trusting in the Invisible. The impossible is in fact the "I'm Possible!" says dad of God. Truly the Almighty has His ways. I wont try to outsmart God.
Life... though you do not understand... is the greatest gift of all.
Life... between the lines read the writtings of the Bible to find the secret ingredients to an eternal treasure. Life...live it as if tomorrow never comes? i know there are many things to learn but we never know when we'll ever see tomorrow. i'm alone in this thought and i understand a road is in front of me. do i decide to walk in it as the world would have everyone do so? or would i divert from there and choose to make a new path where no one has used before?
the Mind plays tricks and the soul is weak. Temptations tempts the heart, waywardly it shall follow. When it realizes, all is but 'vain and grasping for wind'? the Bible warns us. To start anew one must trust in the FAther. not doubting nor questioning His awesome power. but there is a difference between refusing to listen and obeying with a sound mind and trusting in the Invisible. The impossible is in fact the "I'm Possible!" says dad of God. Truly the Almighty has His ways. I wont try to outsmart God.
Life... though you do not understand... is the greatest gift of all.
Monday, May 09, 2005
Excited I am!
Mother's day went well... i gave mom the book of the Heavenly Man. hope it inspires her as much as it did to me. We had lunch at Mr.Ho's. They serve sausages and pork. we ordered a combo and a large platter of meat came. Man, i felt so Carnivorous! haha...maybe you should try. Mr.Ho's roasted pork ribs are so good you want to lick the bones! haha...the nite before, we had steamboat. Also left for home with a full stomach after strolling the nite hawker stalls in Jlan Raja Uda in Butterworth. worth it! yummy....
well eating with chopsticks is still a problem for me. i cant grip tightly, and so the left hand has to "kau tao" to sifu right hand for lessons. it did picked up some chillies in the platter, about the most successful haha :0
Yesterday i drove my mom's Avanza. Fortunate it was auto. but most unfortunately i bang mythumb against the sterring and suffered a "Yap" like a puppy yapping away....but it was just that. no bleeding. yeah my dear thumb is still the same size. my skin is peeling but the swelling comes back again and again. not my cup of tea to see my ugly thumb, but i pray it heals properly...nothing disfigured i hope.
today i had a good news. i have been called for an interview at BM. i'm not sure how to get there. but i will go to this interview this thursday.please pray i do well no matter what the circumstances ya. i have to find my way there,hopefully i can drive properly with my thumb. plus my documents are all in KL! how? no worries. i just need to prove of my enrolment in UTAR, so that means i have to go onnline and prove to them my latest results.
with that,i'm excited! i have to get some interview/working clothes. and get myself ready for the interview this thursday. i'm still praying for God's will, whether He will open doors for me in KL or Penang. I also got a sms from a friend about a job openning in KL. will send him my resume soon. will you pray together with me?
ya...i am reminded of those stories in The Heavenly Man. Not my will but Yours Lord. God sometimes allows us to go through desolate situations where in those times only we can rely on The Father and learn to trust Him with all our hearts and soul and mind. If possessions have taken your focus away from God, beware He may take them away. For God is a jealous God. If you have strive so much for His ministry, forgetting your first love, you may find it a habit and not doing it solely for Jesus. Then things start to crumble and you got no one and nothing to hold on to,you think you are doing the right thing, but why is God allowing all this things???? i trust you will find out why when you wholly give up your rights and let God restore you.
Oh i forgot...my last paper-tax... was a PASS! hahaha...muah muah~ so happy, does the cartwheel roll....OF COurSe Not! dont want my thumb to bengkak like in the cartoons....Big Red thummby...... hahha
have a Great DAy everyone =)
well eating with chopsticks is still a problem for me. i cant grip tightly, and so the left hand has to "kau tao" to sifu right hand for lessons. it did picked up some chillies in the platter, about the most successful haha :0
Yesterday i drove my mom's Avanza. Fortunate it was auto. but most unfortunately i bang mythumb against the sterring and suffered a "Yap" like a puppy yapping away....but it was just that. no bleeding. yeah my dear thumb is still the same size. my skin is peeling but the swelling comes back again and again. not my cup of tea to see my ugly thumb, but i pray it heals properly...nothing disfigured i hope.
today i had a good news. i have been called for an interview at BM. i'm not sure how to get there. but i will go to this interview this thursday.please pray i do well no matter what the circumstances ya. i have to find my way there,hopefully i can drive properly with my thumb. plus my documents are all in KL! how? no worries. i just need to prove of my enrolment in UTAR, so that means i have to go onnline and prove to them my latest results.
with that,i'm excited! i have to get some interview/working clothes. and get myself ready for the interview this thursday. i'm still praying for God's will, whether He will open doors for me in KL or Penang. I also got a sms from a friend about a job openning in KL. will send him my resume soon. will you pray together with me?
ya...i am reminded of those stories in The Heavenly Man. Not my will but Yours Lord. God sometimes allows us to go through desolate situations where in those times only we can rely on The Father and learn to trust Him with all our hearts and soul and mind. If possessions have taken your focus away from God, beware He may take them away. For God is a jealous God. If you have strive so much for His ministry, forgetting your first love, you may find it a habit and not doing it solely for Jesus. Then things start to crumble and you got no one and nothing to hold on to,you think you are doing the right thing, but why is God allowing all this things???? i trust you will find out why when you wholly give up your rights and let God restore you.
Oh i forgot...my last paper-tax... was a PASS! hahaha...muah muah~ so happy, does the cartwheel roll....OF COurSe Not! dont want my thumb to bengkak like in the cartoons....Big Red thummby...... hahha
have a Great DAy everyone =)
Friday, May 06, 2005
I'm home...
hey everyone...i arrived home to penang yesteerday 6pm.
to continue from the previous post...immediately after knowing my results for that particular paper, my frens and i went to consult our lecturer for tips on the supplementary exam. yes i did not fail but a few frens did. and to cut the story short i give thanks that the dream came true.my Lord answered my prayer, both the pain and the exam. now i only have to wait for the results of one more paper - tax!
at 5pm that same day,i went to see the town doctor and he did a minor op on my thumb. he drilled four holes on my nail and had the blood drained out 'blob by blob', gruesome~! hahaha... i thought it was exciting to see the blood coming out and reliefing the pressure on my swollen thumb. God is gracious, He answered my prayer again! i had prayed that i dont have to pull off my nail,because it freaks me out just thinking of it...how painful it would be... but now... see how faithful He is.my thumb was naturally numb when the doc did the drilling with a big needle and applying pressure on my thumb. so i didnt even need the anasthetic jap. PRAISE GOD!
i did took pictures of my thumb now...but because of the yellow flarin, it now looks like a green alien creature...so i shall not make my site ugly by posting it here. will take a nicer pic once its well. (",) so thank you for praying for me. just to let you know,our God is faithful even for the smallest things in the world!
my bro called me this morning.he is coming home on the 13th of may. i will be joining him and his team for Sabah missions on June3- 11. i will be the unofficial translator from Eng to BM. i need help. fromnow on ppl please talk to me in BM! i also need a BM Bible. Please let me know where i can get one or if anyone has one that i can borrow?
to continue from the previous post...immediately after knowing my results for that particular paper, my frens and i went to consult our lecturer for tips on the supplementary exam. yes i did not fail but a few frens did. and to cut the story short i give thanks that the dream came true.my Lord answered my prayer, both the pain and the exam. now i only have to wait for the results of one more paper - tax!
at 5pm that same day,i went to see the town doctor and he did a minor op on my thumb. he drilled four holes on my nail and had the blood drained out 'blob by blob', gruesome~! hahaha... i thought it was exciting to see the blood coming out and reliefing the pressure on my swollen thumb. God is gracious, He answered my prayer again! i had prayed that i dont have to pull off my nail,because it freaks me out just thinking of it...how painful it would be... but now... see how faithful He is.my thumb was naturally numb when the doc did the drilling with a big needle and applying pressure on my thumb. so i didnt even need the anasthetic jap. PRAISE GOD!
i did took pictures of my thumb now...but because of the yellow flarin, it now looks like a green alien creature...so i shall not make my site ugly by posting it here. will take a nicer pic once its well. (",) so thank you for praying for me. just to let you know,our God is faithful even for the smallest things in the world!
my bro called me this morning.he is coming home on the 13th of may. i will be joining him and his team for Sabah missions on June3- 11. i will be the unofficial translator from Eng to BM. i need help. fromnow on ppl please talk to me in BM! i also need a BM Bible. Please let me know where i can get one or if anyone has one that i can borrow?
Wednesday, May 04, 2005
great miracle!
i passed my paper!!!! i 'm so glad!!! i wanted to head home but the time is not suitable.. its jam hour...so going home now would be stressful... to wait another day? i hope my thumb can wait.
do pray thanks...
praising Him always!!!
do pray thanks...
praising Him always!!!
What do you think?
my horrible thumb
the 4th day...since i bang my thumb with the car door!
accident of coz!
horrible~!i thank God that now my thumb is numb,less painful than 3days ago.
the side view tells you all....my nail is coming off! ArrGGHhh!!!
grrr!!! it costs me pain to post like this...this was the 3rd day.
i have been warned that my thumb will be senseless if i dont pull the nail off. see what i mean by my horrible thumb? but i still give thanks and am asking God if He'll give another option. my mom says i should go home but i have yet to know my results. the staff is unwilling to key into the computer the results and i;'m waiting. please let me pass so i go home~!
i have second tots, but i chose to trust God. i chose to believe He can heal me. i have everyone around feeling sorry for me but i have lost certain feelings in my thumb. it has started to get numb, God answered my prayer to ease the pain on the 1st and 2nd day. considering the fact i couldnt sleep...the pain was excruciating....now....im waiting.....
please pray for me thumb and results...
i had a dream yesterday, in it i saw the my asnwer script for POm,i had gotten a 75, sum up 60. i'm not sure why but i feel at peace today. i pray that my dream is true. that i will pass my paper. i belief that God has been and will be gracious. He will want the best for me. because of that i also wanto acknowledge my pals especially my housemates who have cared and looked after me during my thumb ordeal. really thankful that God put angels beside and that i needn't be alone.
trust in the Lord with all your heart, look not into your own understanding.
psalm 32:8 says this, ' The Lord says," I will guide you to the best pathways for your life, I will advise you and watch over you."
this verse was given to my mom for her new car number that ends with 3262. verse 32, and 6+2=8, verse 8. somehow or rather i claim that verse in my life too... as i pray to Him to show me the way i should go, now that i am in a crossroads of just finishing my course and looking for a job.
you too...trust in the Lord whatever u are going through.
Monday, May 02, 2005
I'm back but hurting.....
hahha..yeahhh back and hurting in the thumb!!!....
what? you were thinking some 'guy' had to do with it? hahha guess again....
i accidentally banged my right thumb by the car door yesterday and it has been hurting since! i cant' describe how painful it is but its sure is EXCRUCIATING PAIN!!! Last nite i couldn't even shut my eyes without 2doses of panadol. then woke up in the middle of the nite and the pain was throbbing... i was like... GOD! help me!!! i cant sleep i cant ease the pain and i dont have anyone. i was seroiusly praying in tongues for Him to help me....and then i fell asleep by His grace.
this morning woke up...the pain wasnt that great anymore...but my nail had turn black and my thumb a swollen marshmallow! i put ice to ease the pain... now i'm at Cybercafe writing this. so ya...please pray for my 'malang-ness'. 1st it was my right thumb getting pierced by my umbrella and now this...boy im one clumsy lot.
sorry for all the Missing in Action. i'm still in Kajang. staying for another week to wait for my results and then back home hopefully by 8 may for mother's day. there's a career fair this wed and thursday and i'm afraid i can't be able to sign any papers.please pray for my thumb. i also haven done any resume yet... please pray i get a job...then i know where i'd be...
and yes i would love to hear from all of you my frens... wherever you are... whatever you are doing..drop by here and leave me a note ya...*smiles*
what? you were thinking some 'guy' had to do with it? hahha guess again....
i accidentally banged my right thumb by the car door yesterday and it has been hurting since! i cant' describe how painful it is but its sure is EXCRUCIATING PAIN!!! Last nite i couldn't even shut my eyes without 2doses of panadol. then woke up in the middle of the nite and the pain was throbbing... i was like... GOD! help me!!! i cant sleep i cant ease the pain and i dont have anyone. i was seroiusly praying in tongues for Him to help me....and then i fell asleep by His grace.
this morning woke up...the pain wasnt that great anymore...but my nail had turn black and my thumb a swollen marshmallow! i put ice to ease the pain... now i'm at Cybercafe writing this. so ya...please pray for my 'malang-ness'. 1st it was my right thumb getting pierced by my umbrella and now this...boy im one clumsy lot.
sorry for all the Missing in Action. i'm still in Kajang. staying for another week to wait for my results and then back home hopefully by 8 may for mother's day. there's a career fair this wed and thursday and i'm afraid i can't be able to sign any papers.please pray for my thumb. i also haven done any resume yet... please pray i get a job...then i know where i'd be...
and yes i would love to hear from all of you my frens... wherever you are... whatever you are doing..drop by here and leave me a note ya...*smiles*
Friday, April 22, 2005
Ladies and Gentlemen.....
You are about to be bombarded with postings of Gracel.....get ready.....
Wow weeeee!!!!!!!!!!! i just finished my 3rd paper! not very confident in this one though, compared to the last two... but hoping i wont have to stay back in the isle for a resit.... [Oh Lord, puh-lease.........]
With my arms wide enough to hug a hippo,i welcome fellow bloggers and my dearest frens and family! Welcome Welcome Welcome Abby, Corn, Beebs and ahmayz (who?)!
12/4/05 " the heavenly man"
For this whole week, I will be writing from my personal computer, my ever-faithful apple.
[Lord, thank you for this gift�K]
A moment�Kheck! Wasn��t this week supposed to be my study week for my finals??!! Well yea a moment away to do some write up wont kill right? I thought I would just put my experiences of my final year semester study break in here. *smiles :)
The week began with hiccups as expected. A lot of pushing of myself to chew on the notes and articles and books needed to score the paper. International Business Environment. Managed to read a whole chapter but not quite finished with the power point slides last nite (mon). I wonder and I start to think, plan and be anxious, will I be able to finish reading all I need to score in this paper? In fact, am I thinking of scoring? Last SEM, final paper. I need to raise my CGPA. I need this. [Lord, help me�K]
[Tues, today]
I woke at 10am, what a pig�K but forgivable, I slept at 3am last nite. The streamxy lady called. Wanted to install in my house back in PG. I said im only back in May! Well will see how, asked my dad about it, hadn��t received any reply from him as yet. Afterwards, inspiration came for a poetic moment�K. here goes�K
�� When life hangs a milestone on you, trust Him, He cares for you.
When you fish and there isn��t, trust Him, fish the other side..
When love turns on you, trust Him, Jesus came for you.��
Not very wordy I hope, but I still feel it could have been better. Such thoughts help me reflect on life itself, my past and what the future would have been without God.
Took up the book ��The heavenly man�� by Paul Hattaway, and started reading to begin the day. Promised myself that I��ll try to read a book a month, taking it as a good habit and a way to improve my mind. Anyways, it was a book I bought for mom for mother��s day in advance. She knows about it but I cant give her till May when I return home. So I��ll read it first. Heard that it was a good book and would like to invest my money and have it as owned and not borrowed. :)(Thank you Jessey for offering to lend me yours).
Only read the forewords and preface, not that I lost interest, but I need to get back to studying, having spent 15mins in writing this�K:) here��s something that interest me�K
��If you give God the right to yourself, he will make a holy experiment out of you. God��s experiments always succeed.��- Oswald Chambers.
[ Lord I belief�K]
Wow weeeee!!!!!!!!!!! i just finished my 3rd paper! not very confident in this one though, compared to the last two... but hoping i wont have to stay back in the isle for a resit.... [Oh Lord, puh-lease.........]
With my arms wide enough to hug a hippo,i welcome fellow bloggers and my dearest frens and family! Welcome Welcome Welcome Abby, Corn, Beebs and ahmayz (who?)!
12/4/05 " the heavenly man"
For this whole week, I will be writing from my personal computer, my ever-faithful apple.
[Lord, thank you for this gift�K]
A moment�Kheck! Wasn��t this week supposed to be my study week for my finals??!! Well yea a moment away to do some write up wont kill right? I thought I would just put my experiences of my final year semester study break in here. *smiles :)
The week began with hiccups as expected. A lot of pushing of myself to chew on the notes and articles and books needed to score the paper. International Business Environment. Managed to read a whole chapter but not quite finished with the power point slides last nite (mon). I wonder and I start to think, plan and be anxious, will I be able to finish reading all I need to score in this paper? In fact, am I thinking of scoring? Last SEM, final paper. I need to raise my CGPA. I need this. [Lord, help me�K]
[Tues, today]
I woke at 10am, what a pig�K but forgivable, I slept at 3am last nite. The streamxy lady called. Wanted to install in my house back in PG. I said im only back in May! Well will see how, asked my dad about it, hadn��t received any reply from him as yet. Afterwards, inspiration came for a poetic moment�K. here goes�K
�� When life hangs a milestone on you, trust Him, He cares for you.
When you fish and there isn��t, trust Him, fish the other side..
When love turns on you, trust Him, Jesus came for you.��
Not very wordy I hope, but I still feel it could have been better. Such thoughts help me reflect on life itself, my past and what the future would have been without God.
Took up the book ��The heavenly man�� by Paul Hattaway, and started reading to begin the day. Promised myself that I��ll try to read a book a month, taking it as a good habit and a way to improve my mind. Anyways, it was a book I bought for mom for mother��s day in advance. She knows about it but I cant give her till May when I return home. So I��ll read it first. Heard that it was a good book and would like to invest my money and have it as owned and not borrowed. :)(Thank you Jessey for offering to lend me yours).
Only read the forewords and preface, not that I lost interest, but I need to get back to studying, having spent 15mins in writing this�K:) here��s something that interest me�K
��If you give God the right to yourself, he will make a holy experiment out of you. God��s experiments always succeed.��- Oswald Chambers.
[ Lord I belief�K]
10:04pm 14/4/05
Currently listening to ��Your love is better than life�� by Skillet.
Life is in fact better, knowing that God loves you. The One who made me and gave me my name. I don��t need flowers to make me happy, I know my father loves me. ��He keeps me alive�� =) As I recall, I have recently learn to ��Let Go�� something I had taken onto myself and putting ��that�� down and letting God love me, helped me to begin to focus on the Cross and none others.
"Emotions and a wondering mind,
None of which will bring you anywhere.
Laughter and ridiculous chatter,
Shows a joy so unreal within the heart."
May I say, ��Stop wandering, stop imitating, and stop pretending.��
But ��Start listening, start remembering, start receiving, and start acting.��
��If you are walking in darkness,
Without a ray of light,
Trust in the Lord
And rely on your God.
But watch out, you who live in your own light
And warm yourselves by your own fires.
This is the reward you will receive from me:
You will soon fall down in great torment.��
{�KIsaiah 50:10-11�KNLT}
This week can be said to be self-reflecting, and self-edifying. Had been studying, reading the Bible, additional readings (The Heavenly Man & The Purpose Driven Life), making my time at home here not wasted I hope. The stories had been compelling, and the teachings are helping me understand the Father better. This time around, instead of looking at others, or waiting to be served or attention seeking, I felt contented and satisfied, coz God came to fill that gap. I too wanted to feel the hunger for His word and His plan in my life. And that��s my prayer.
MY Bro and his team of 9 are coming down to Malaysia. I��m so excited! I told him that I��d be joining them on their Sabah trip. Dad and Mom approves of it. I��m glad, but I also know that there are some uncertainties. Pls do pray for the team together with me, for:-
More than Enough Funds for flight tickets to Sabah, (already booked)
More than enough funds to live in Malaysia and spend and to even give it out.
Transportation,(e.g a van so that they can go to their place of ministry.)
Unity and ability to adapt to new environment
Plans to go according to God��s will.
Thank you for supporting in prayer. I belief the Lord will surely blessYou and Your family too :)
Currently listening to ��Your love is better than life�� by Skillet.
Life is in fact better, knowing that God loves you. The One who made me and gave me my name. I don��t need flowers to make me happy, I know my father loves me. ��He keeps me alive�� =) As I recall, I have recently learn to ��Let Go�� something I had taken onto myself and putting ��that�� down and letting God love me, helped me to begin to focus on the Cross and none others.
"Emotions and a wondering mind,
None of which will bring you anywhere.
Laughter and ridiculous chatter,
Shows a joy so unreal within the heart."
May I say, ��Stop wandering, stop imitating, and stop pretending.��
But ��Start listening, start remembering, start receiving, and start acting.��
��If you are walking in darkness,
Without a ray of light,
Trust in the Lord
And rely on your God.
But watch out, you who live in your own light
And warm yourselves by your own fires.
This is the reward you will receive from me:
You will soon fall down in great torment.��
{�KIsaiah 50:10-11�KNLT}
This week can be said to be self-reflecting, and self-edifying. Had been studying, reading the Bible, additional readings (The Heavenly Man & The Purpose Driven Life), making my time at home here not wasted I hope. The stories had been compelling, and the teachings are helping me understand the Father better. This time around, instead of looking at others, or waiting to be served or attention seeking, I felt contented and satisfied, coz God came to fill that gap. I too wanted to feel the hunger for His word and His plan in my life. And that��s my prayer.
MY Bro and his team of 9 are coming down to Malaysia. I��m so excited! I told him that I��d be joining them on their Sabah trip. Dad and Mom approves of it. I��m glad, but I also know that there are some uncertainties. Pls do pray for the team together with me, for:-
More than Enough Funds for flight tickets to Sabah, (already booked)
More than enough funds to live in Malaysia and spend and to even give it out.
Transportation,(e.g a van so that they can go to their place of ministry.)
Unity and ability to adapt to new environment
Plans to go according to God��s will.
Thank you for supporting in prayer. I belief the Lord will surely blessYou and Your family too :)
18/4/05 2:30am ��The day has become night, the night has become day.��
So often I am unaware of the time and that lead to misconceptions and the feel of just ��flying�� by. Saturday morning I woke up fresh thinking it was 8:30am, while it was in fact 1:30pm! Terrible! My dear clock had tricked me! I rolled and rolled and continued to slumber till my back aches. I wondered, what is the matter? Its only 8:30am and the curtains were drawn; tricking me it was still early.
It was 10:30pm on Sunday, when I couldn��t open my eyes. A thin line appeared where it was once my usual round bright eyes. Ahh�Kthe night is still young but I have not the strength to read on. There are 6 chapters remaining of International Business Environment. I fell into deep sleep with my teddy beside me.
The night before I had been so engrossed with the book ��the heavenly man��. Many times the Lord had spared the life of His servants. But the man ��Yun�� in China had had to endure terrible sufferings for the sake of Christ. His own Christian brothers in Hubei forsook him without a blanket out in the icing cold. He endured horrible tortures and was despised by other criminals in prison. He became a being not recognizable to his mother and wife. Frail, skinny, bonny, beaten, tortured, blood and sweat matted together, disfigured by extensive electrocution.
The stories told were not just an imaginary state of the mind, it was the real sufferings and persecutions of a man called to serve the Lord. In my mind, fear cripped in. Fear of the many sufferings that will come my way for standing up for Jesus. How horrible or terrible the sufferings I dared not think. I am petrified.
But His Word endures forever! Throughout the many sufferings he went through while spreading the good news of the salvation of Christ, the Lord repeatedly strengthened and restores him through His Words from the Bible. Each time he wanted to give up, the verses he memorized surfaced to encourage him. The Holy Spirit became his only friend and comfort. He was determined to die for the sake of Christ! But to those who gambled on his life, they lost, as the Lord sustained him and did the impossible. He lived in prison 74days without food or water.
��Let Your will be done and not mine�� �V Jesus said. (Matthew 27:42, Mark 14:36, Luke 22:41)
I was deep in thought the whole day. Shaken and challenged by this man of God. Living night and day running away from authorities seeking to kill him for preaching the gospel to the whole of China. What am I Lord? I am but nothing compared to him. I am but nothing compared to Jesus Christ who suffered for my sins. I am but nothing.
��If you do not carry your own cross and follow me, you cannot be my disciple.��- these are the words of Jesus in Luke 14:27.
So often I am unaware of the time and that lead to misconceptions and the feel of just ��flying�� by. Saturday morning I woke up fresh thinking it was 8:30am, while it was in fact 1:30pm! Terrible! My dear clock had tricked me! I rolled and rolled and continued to slumber till my back aches. I wondered, what is the matter? Its only 8:30am and the curtains were drawn; tricking me it was still early.
It was 10:30pm on Sunday, when I couldn��t open my eyes. A thin line appeared where it was once my usual round bright eyes. Ahh�Kthe night is still young but I have not the strength to read on. There are 6 chapters remaining of International Business Environment. I fell into deep sleep with my teddy beside me.
The night before I had been so engrossed with the book ��the heavenly man��. Many times the Lord had spared the life of His servants. But the man ��Yun�� in China had had to endure terrible sufferings for the sake of Christ. His own Christian brothers in Hubei forsook him without a blanket out in the icing cold. He endured horrible tortures and was despised by other criminals in prison. He became a being not recognizable to his mother and wife. Frail, skinny, bonny, beaten, tortured, blood and sweat matted together, disfigured by extensive electrocution.
The stories told were not just an imaginary state of the mind, it was the real sufferings and persecutions of a man called to serve the Lord. In my mind, fear cripped in. Fear of the many sufferings that will come my way for standing up for Jesus. How horrible or terrible the sufferings I dared not think. I am petrified.
But His Word endures forever! Throughout the many sufferings he went through while spreading the good news of the salvation of Christ, the Lord repeatedly strengthened and restores him through His Words from the Bible. Each time he wanted to give up, the verses he memorized surfaced to encourage him. The Holy Spirit became his only friend and comfort. He was determined to die for the sake of Christ! But to those who gambled on his life, they lost, as the Lord sustained him and did the impossible. He lived in prison 74days without food or water.
��Let Your will be done and not mine�� �V Jesus said. (Matthew 27:42, Mark 14:36, Luke 22:41)
I was deep in thought the whole day. Shaken and challenged by this man of God. Living night and day running away from authorities seeking to kill him for preaching the gospel to the whole of China. What am I Lord? I am but nothing compared to him. I am but nothing compared to Jesus Christ who suffered for my sins. I am but nothing.
��If you do not carry your own cross and follow me, you cannot be my disciple.��- these are the words of Jesus in Luke 14:27.
[Lord, help me understand.]
4am.
4am.
Thursday, April 07, 2005
YEah.....
Which Incredibles Character Are You?
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Incredible it is....but is it true? i dont think so, comments please...haha.... i think i need to take the test again...*smirk*...thanks to tom for the cute site =)
Tuesday, April 05, 2005
Life as it is...=P
Ok alright my site probably looks and sounds babyish to some... akeke (wk...dont laugh at me lah...i want to improve also...i come back you give me classes ah? Hamster!)
i'm rather glad Pheng, my dear friend has gotten the visa. Greenlight to US! hahhaha... sounds too amazing to be true after the waiting and all.... anyways... Corn is in KL for this 4 days and i hope i can meet up with him...but you know its rather difficult to meet anyone in town when you are somewhere in an isolated isle like Bdr. Sg.Long! hahha... it takes 2hours to reach church in Seapark. whats more... you gotta wait for the unsuspecting public bus, which does the 'mary poppins' whenevr it wants to.... how cruel.. gotta wait in the hot sun beside the rubbish dump you know!
anyways... will take some pics with Corn for all eyes to see my beloved Sabah brother if i do~ hehe...and yea.. maybe the nex time i'll upload the food i cooked for the past days too... or rather 'we' cooked....its amazing how you can cooked up something without all the necessary ingredients and yet it still tastes good =)
also... Tom, let me know if you wannna come down to KL to see where i live if you have the time... but i guess not.... coz i m not sure when i'll be moving after i finish my last paper on the 26. oh yes yes... please do so pray for me!!!!!
Exam dates :-
19/4 - International business Environment
20/4- Corporate Governance
22/4- Portfolio Management
26/4- Business Taxation
My gratefullness to the Lord, coz two of my assignments got considerably good marks...beyond what i expected and beyond my effort. REally praise the Lord for it. and Also would like to thank Him for giving me a brand new specs....which is of the same model. the padding had broken off in the other and had been wearing it with only one nose padding....but thankfully they compensated me with a brand new one for FREE!!!
Always Give Thanks!
i'm rather glad Pheng, my dear friend has gotten the visa. Greenlight to US! hahhaha... sounds too amazing to be true after the waiting and all.... anyways... Corn is in KL for this 4 days and i hope i can meet up with him...but you know its rather difficult to meet anyone in town when you are somewhere in an isolated isle like Bdr. Sg.Long! hahha... it takes 2hours to reach church in Seapark. whats more... you gotta wait for the unsuspecting public bus, which does the 'mary poppins' whenevr it wants to.... how cruel.. gotta wait in the hot sun beside the rubbish dump you know!
anyways... will take some pics with Corn for all eyes to see my beloved Sabah brother if i do~ hehe...and yea.. maybe the nex time i'll upload the food i cooked for the past days too... or rather 'we' cooked....its amazing how you can cooked up something without all the necessary ingredients and yet it still tastes good =)
also... Tom, let me know if you wannna come down to KL to see where i live if you have the time... but i guess not.... coz i m not sure when i'll be moving after i finish my last paper on the 26. oh yes yes... please do so pray for me!!!!!
Exam dates :-
19/4 - International business Environment
20/4- Corporate Governance
22/4- Portfolio Management
26/4- Business Taxation
My gratefullness to the Lord, coz two of my assignments got considerably good marks...beyond what i expected and beyond my effort. REally praise the Lord for it. and Also would like to thank Him for giving me a brand new specs....which is of the same model. the padding had broken off in the other and had been wearing it with only one nose padding....but thankfully they compensated me with a brand new one for FREE!!!
Always Give Thanks!
Monday, April 04, 2005
Why blog?
Anyone with a different meaning and reason to bloogging pls stand up?!
hah... i just thought of the question, i mean does anyone who blogs ever think of such question besides me before they start blogging? i wonder is it for updating your frens or for the sake of wanting to blurt your thoughts out to the world like a open magazine, now that it costs you free publishing here? or the likes of sharing your intimate moments to the world at large so that you wont be forgotten? a sense of achievement?
i wonder too...why im doing this blogging at this hour? why? will anyone see what i write anyway? or will someone actually misuse the details of my blog?
however so far... it has been encouraging to get feedbacks and comments on the first post i posted... and yes we need to stay physically pure for the one we marry for a lifetime...that is as far as commanded by God in His word as mentioned, even though the world perceived marriage as a certain product 'off' the shelve where you can purchase if you like or refund if you find no "fit" in it..... that in my opinion is way out! how can you do that? Divorce is not a solution! and neither is "try outs!" and last but not least... people aren't a bunch of "products" you can trade with. You treasure them with care and feelings even when you dont feel like it....and thats where unconditional love comes in..... where Jesus, started this very truly amazing love for all mankind... unbelievable? Believe it!
Love in Christ!
hah... i just thought of the question, i mean does anyone who blogs ever think of such question besides me before they start blogging? i wonder is it for updating your frens or for the sake of wanting to blurt your thoughts out to the world like a open magazine, now that it costs you free publishing here? or the likes of sharing your intimate moments to the world at large so that you wont be forgotten? a sense of achievement?
i wonder too...why im doing this blogging at this hour? why? will anyone see what i write anyway? or will someone actually misuse the details of my blog?
however so far... it has been encouraging to get feedbacks and comments on the first post i posted... and yes we need to stay physically pure for the one we marry for a lifetime...that is as far as commanded by God in His word as mentioned, even though the world perceived marriage as a certain product 'off' the shelve where you can purchase if you like or refund if you find no "fit" in it..... that in my opinion is way out! how can you do that? Divorce is not a solution! and neither is "try outs!" and last but not least... people aren't a bunch of "products" you can trade with. You treasure them with care and feelings even when you dont feel like it....and thats where unconditional love comes in..... where Jesus, started this very truly amazing love for all mankind... unbelievable? Believe it!
Love in Christ!
Friday, April 01, 2005
A struggle for some ppl?
My Boyfriend Wants to Have Sex by Dawson McAllister
"I met a guy last year, and we have been going out since then. The thing is, he has been willing to have sex and keeps pushing me to do it. I know that it is against God's law, but I don't want to wait. If I found the right guy (which I think that I have), at the perfect place and time, I think that I could do it. But if I don't do it now, I am afraid I might lose him. I will hold on as long as I can, but please answer quickly. I don't want to lose him." -- Patricia
You are honest, Patricia, and I respect that. And that means I'm going to be honest with you, completely honest and straight up. After all, we're not talking kiddy games here. I sense you do not understand what a dangerous path you are on. You simply don't realize how high the stakes are in your decision whether or not you go to bed with this guy.
You're well aware that sex before marriage is against God's law. You admit that. You know that it's wrong. I know it's wrong. God tells us it's wrong.
It is God's will that you should be sanctified: that you should avoid sexual immorality; that each of you should learn to control his own body in a way that is holy and honorable, not in a passionate lust like the heathen, who do not know God.
-I Thessalonians 4:3-5
God again makes it very clear in Ephesians 5:3:
"But among you there must not even be a hint of sexual immorality, or of any kind of impurity...because these are improper for God's holy people."
That's what God tells you, Patricia, about premarital sex. And about this guy -- he doesn't really love you. If he did, would he ask you to do something against God's law when he knows you want to obey God? No. Absolutely not. He's not thinking about you. He's thinking about his glands and what he wants. And in 1 Corinthians 13:5, in the love chapter, we are told that love "is not self-seeking."
This guy isn't concerned about what's right and wrong. The truth of God's law doesn't matter to him. And again in 1 Corinthians 13, verse 6, God says,
"Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth."
What this guy wants is sex; real love isn't a part of this picture, and that means he cannot love you the way God wants you to be loved.
Something else really disturbs me about your letter, Patricia. You said if you didn't have sex with him now you might lose him. That tells me you are more concerned about this guy than finding and obeying God's will for your life. Quite honestly, you are letting this guy become your God. He is first in your life. That is dangerous territory.
God doesn't play games with us. He makes that very clear. Jesus said in Luke 6:46, "Why do you call me, 'Lord, Lord,' and do not do what I say?" And in John 14:15, Jesus said it again, "If you love me, you will obey what I command."
So what you are doing, Patricia, is mocking God. You are saying that you know what God wants you to do, but you aren't willing to do it. You are putting your boyfriend above God. And you are fooling yourself if you think you can fool God.
"Do not be deceived: God cannot be mocked. A man reaps what he sows," we are told in Galatians 6:7. I can't tell you exactly what you will reap if you turn your back on God and go to bed with this guy or any other guy. That sexual sin could have any number of serious consequences: broken fellowship with God, guilt and shame, loss of dignity, AIDS or some other sexually transmitted disease, low self-esteem, unwanted pregnancy, stirred up desires which can't be fulfilled, and, yes, even fear.
Patricia, I plead with you. Do the right thing. Ask God to give you power and strength and desire to obey Him. Say, like Paul said in 1 Corinthians 10:13:
"No temptation has seized (me) except what is common to man. And God is faithful; He will not let (me) be tempted beyond what I can bear. But when (I am) tempted, he will also provide a way out so that (I) can stand up under it."
Commit yourself to the truth, Patricia, and I promise you God will help you. Explain it to your boyfriend. And if he keeps pushing you -- if he pushes you even once -- then lose him. Break it off. It's simply not worth it.
Remember, God loves you. With his help, you can do it. I know you can.
Author: Dawson McAllister of Dawson McAllister Live!
Copyright ? 1997, 1998, Dawson McAllister Live!
"I met a guy last year, and we have been going out since then. The thing is, he has been willing to have sex and keeps pushing me to do it. I know that it is against God's law, but I don't want to wait. If I found the right guy (which I think that I have), at the perfect place and time, I think that I could do it. But if I don't do it now, I am afraid I might lose him. I will hold on as long as I can, but please answer quickly. I don't want to lose him." -- Patricia
You are honest, Patricia, and I respect that. And that means I'm going to be honest with you, completely honest and straight up. After all, we're not talking kiddy games here. I sense you do not understand what a dangerous path you are on. You simply don't realize how high the stakes are in your decision whether or not you go to bed with this guy.
You're well aware that sex before marriage is against God's law. You admit that. You know that it's wrong. I know it's wrong. God tells us it's wrong.
It is God's will that you should be sanctified: that you should avoid sexual immorality; that each of you should learn to control his own body in a way that is holy and honorable, not in a passionate lust like the heathen, who do not know God.
-I Thessalonians 4:3-5
God again makes it very clear in Ephesians 5:3:
"But among you there must not even be a hint of sexual immorality, or of any kind of impurity...because these are improper for God's holy people."
That's what God tells you, Patricia, about premarital sex. And about this guy -- he doesn't really love you. If he did, would he ask you to do something against God's law when he knows you want to obey God? No. Absolutely not. He's not thinking about you. He's thinking about his glands and what he wants. And in 1 Corinthians 13:5, in the love chapter, we are told that love "is not self-seeking."
This guy isn't concerned about what's right and wrong. The truth of God's law doesn't matter to him. And again in 1 Corinthians 13, verse 6, God says,
"Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth."
What this guy wants is sex; real love isn't a part of this picture, and that means he cannot love you the way God wants you to be loved.
Something else really disturbs me about your letter, Patricia. You said if you didn't have sex with him now you might lose him. That tells me you are more concerned about this guy than finding and obeying God's will for your life. Quite honestly, you are letting this guy become your God. He is first in your life. That is dangerous territory.
God doesn't play games with us. He makes that very clear. Jesus said in Luke 6:46, "Why do you call me, 'Lord, Lord,' and do not do what I say?" And in John 14:15, Jesus said it again, "If you love me, you will obey what I command."
So what you are doing, Patricia, is mocking God. You are saying that you know what God wants you to do, but you aren't willing to do it. You are putting your boyfriend above God. And you are fooling yourself if you think you can fool God.
"Do not be deceived: God cannot be mocked. A man reaps what he sows," we are told in Galatians 6:7. I can't tell you exactly what you will reap if you turn your back on God and go to bed with this guy or any other guy. That sexual sin could have any number of serious consequences: broken fellowship with God, guilt and shame, loss of dignity, AIDS or some other sexually transmitted disease, low self-esteem, unwanted pregnancy, stirred up desires which can't be fulfilled, and, yes, even fear.
Patricia, I plead with you. Do the right thing. Ask God to give you power and strength and desire to obey Him. Say, like Paul said in 1 Corinthians 10:13:
"No temptation has seized (me) except what is common to man. And God is faithful; He will not let (me) be tempted beyond what I can bear. But when (I am) tempted, he will also provide a way out so that (I) can stand up under it."
Commit yourself to the truth, Patricia, and I promise you God will help you. Explain it to your boyfriend. And if he keeps pushing you -- if he pushes you even once -- then lose him. Break it off. It's simply not worth it.
Remember, God loves you. With his help, you can do it. I know you can.
Author: Dawson McAllister of Dawson McAllister Live!
Copyright ? 1997, 1998, Dawson McAllister Live!
A New Beginning!
Helo Ha!
A very special thanks to my mother, my father, my brother and last but not least God the Father for giving me this chance to blog!
Well Yippeee!!!! Gracel is finally blogging for the public to see!!! hahahaa.... overjoyed i seem...
but fear not more is to come...will try to dilly dally with stuffs.... anyone know how i can put up a chat box?
mind you....its 1st of April 2005....and it aint April's fool... the only fool i'm gonna be is Christ's!
hahah..... hopefully with a blog, i can keep my friends..."you!" with all the crazy, sleepy, blurry, inspiring days of my life!
God Bless!!!
A very special thanks to my mother, my father, my brother and last but not least God the Father for giving me this chance to blog!
Well Yippeee!!!! Gracel is finally blogging for the public to see!!! hahahaa.... overjoyed i seem...
but fear not more is to come...will try to dilly dally with stuffs.... anyone know how i can put up a chat box?
mind you....its 1st of April 2005....and it aint April's fool... the only fool i'm gonna be is Christ's!
hahah..... hopefully with a blog, i can keep my friends..."you!" with all the crazy, sleepy, blurry, inspiring days of my life!
God Bless!!!
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